The weather wasn't too bad last night, not much rain, not feeling too cold this morning, but my gosh are people upset with me saying 'infiniti no' to everything. That has really stired up the hornets nest. It's almost like their entire system is somehow built on the idea of 'No!', except when anybody apart from themselves uses it, then everything breaks down. Like they are constantly creating all these imaginary contracts throughout everyday life, that they hold you to, even if you have no idea it's happening. That's why they are so intent on having some people be designated as dogs, because their whole system relies on people not understanding what's going on. When you start not accepting everything, then it all breaks down.

I don't know, I'm not explaining this very well. It's fucking hell though, and wouldn't you know it, it just happens to coincide with my Github build minutes being reset, which will enable me to finish the everything page archives pages. Only problem is they've basically cut off my electricity and water again.

And there are westerners involved too, quite clearly, with intimidation and referencing of previous situations, but I'm not convinced they have any clue what or why they are doing what they are doing. Like they are paid actors or something. And they aren't necessarily being paid in money, could be food, or documents or whatever. There was a situation where a westener did a subtle, but obvious to me, something only I would know about, intimidation reference thing, then the next day, it was repeated by an apparent local that I've seen here for years. It's like they are claiming to be in control of the foreigners, but also that the foreigners might be secretly behind the entire situation. And there's just no way to tell the difference. And that is perhaps the point. This ambiguity pattern happens again and again, from small events all the way up to mega taunamis.

The last 24 hours have been an absolute synchronicity tsunami cluster fuck. They are digging up old graves, they are blaming me for all sorts of things I absolutely didn't do, trying to trap me in various manufactured situations. It's like every possible way to fuck me is being raised up, yet they are righteously making out like they are the ones being wronged.

They are infiniti no-ing me in every conceivable dimension while claiming not to be on the warpath, and if I so much as mention 'infiniti-no' they totally lose they're collective shit, and they escallate everything even more.

As I write this, I have no idea how I'm going to be able to wash my clothes or charge my devices. #